The day you've been waiting for....

HILLSONG UNITED LIVE IN KL THIS COMING 28 MAY 2008!!!!!

So peeps, block your dates and make sure you dont miss this awesome concert! Only 2800 seats available on that night.






Here are the details :



Date : 28 May 2008



Time : 8 p.m.



Venue : Glad Tidings AOG, PJ
6, Jalan 13/4,
46200 Petaling Jaya.



Concert Pass : Available at RM 50/ticket






Please be informed that concert passes will be available at the following centres :



Kuala Lumpur - Charis Christian Centre & Revival Centre (Ps. Michael & Ps. Lisa)



Petaling Jaya - Glad Tidings PJ (Ps. Gwen)



Ipoh - Church of Praise (Ai Lean & Samuel)



Klang - Glad Tidings Klang (Ps. Gideon)



Malacca - City Community Church (Ps. Joanne)






Many are asking me why it cost. Well, GTPJ is not trying to earn from you but it is to cover the cost of the concert team (air tickets, logging, renting of certain intruments etc.) Trust me, RM 50 bucks is worth it because you do not need to fly all the way to Aussie just to see them =P For more detials, check out their blog @ http://www.hillsongunitedkl2008.blogspot.com/. I'll blog about the futher updates if there're any =) So stay tune!






Hope to see you!!

Why I can't get back to reality??

What is wrong with me?? This is not the usual me. The usual me is no matter what happens, I will be able to solve it and live life happily. But now its like I know it can be settle soon and everything will be fine, but it seems like I don't want to solve it but to live in dreamland. Aaarrrggghhh!!!! I feel so stupid. So useless for not being able to solve the problem. Why does it seem like everything is my fault?? Am I to be blamed for all that had happen?? But its not even my fault. I'm innocent man. I've wasted my life all this while just for this stupid thing when I can actually worry less about it and leave it to God. Sometimes it seems like its all over and settled, but it struck me again and I realise its not settled yet. Why can't I just be left alone and live happily and not worry so much?? Why must it bother me so much?? WHY????? (God, I know I can actually leave it to You, and enjoy the bright side of life, but why must I be so stubborn?? God, I really hope that I can leave it all to You and not worry about a thing anymore. I hope I can be like the usual me. I don't want to continue dreaming. What's holding me back from it?? I need an answer.) I feel so painful inside. I can't talk to anyone. I really need to breathe!!! On the outside, I seem happy and enjoying every minute of my life, but in the inside, I'm bleeding badly. I don't feel like doing anything, just wanna give up everything and enjoy life like nobody's business. Haih....hope I can get out of this soon. The sooner the better. But I know I can't just complain and not do anything. Hopefully I can do what God wants me to do.

~Jesus take the wheel, take it from my hands, cause I can't do this on my own I'm letting go so give me one more chance to save me from this road I'm on, Jesus take the wheel~

What am I suppose to do or say or think??

I feel so suck-ish. I dont know what to do. I dont know what to say. Can anyone tell me?? Can anyone help me?? God, please help me. Haih.....so confused....=.=

~There are many things going on lately, many things to do, cant afford to fall sick~

~Will you be there for me when I fall?? Will you be there for me when I'm in deep shit?? Will you be there for me when I need someone to talk to?? Will you be there for me when all the things go wrong??~

~The things that had happen cant happen again, whether its a good thing or a bad thing.~

~What if I leave and dont come back anymore?? Will it be better for you?? I think it'll be better for all.~

~I cant think properly. Things I hold always fall. I know I can get up again, but it seems like I dont want to face reality.~

~Whats happening to me?? I dont feel like I'm me. I feel like another person. A stranger I dont recognize.~

~I'm not gonna let myself suffer anymore, neither am I gonna let things or people bring me down.~

~I must be strong, in the Lord and myself. I believe that the Lord will help me get through it.~

Thank you Lord Jesus for always being there for me and reminding me that You never left me even though I'm in trouble, coz its when You carry me through and will never let me face it alone. I know You will always be with me no matter what happens. Thank you so much!! Love you lots, (but I cant love you as much as You love me). And I know that it'll end soon, coz You never want to see Your child being unhappy.

Happy Sweet Sixteen!!

Wow, another birthday...hahaha. This guy here is a really good friend of mine. He's really nice to all his friends, very caring, gentlemen, handsome, funny, awesome, a child of God, good at drums, can also play the piano, a good team member, and most of all he loves God and me!! Haha, and his other friends too la. Around of applause to......

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Mr. Kelvin Wong!!

Happy Sweet Sixteen Birthday to you!! Thanks for being a really good and caring friend to me. I really appreciate this friendship and will cherish it. Thanks for being the guy who always make us laugh. You're an awesome guy. May God bless you always and in all that you

do. Continue to shine for Him and never give up on Him. God bless you, your family, health and future. Hope you had a great day. Take care, hugz and muaxx.....love ya!! (",)

Me and the always cheerful and smiling Kelvin......(rock on man!!)

Why....???

I'm kinda feeling down here
You know, I got your number on my mind
But I ain't gonna make that one call, boy
Even if its gonna drive me crazy


I dont know what you really want, girl
I know you got my number on your mind
But I've been waiting for that one call, baby
Just to tell you how I feel


And you got what I want
But it aint gonna work
If we got it goin' this way


Why do we have to keep on waiting
Why do we have to be this way
Is it alright to keep on hanging
Till we find a way to say it
I can't keep on holding back
What I feel for you


Even as time goes by
There are things we need to get on with
Is it OK to make things alright
By leaving it all the way it is?


I dont know what you want. And I dont know what I want. But its still have to be settle right?? We cant leave it all the way it is.

I'll be walking again....

Jaded, a little frustrated

The daylight is gone

And I've got to go on all alone

Tears are just over-rated

In a white clouded shroud

I'm awake but my senses are numb

Wanna jump through that open door

And feel the rain like there's no tomorrow

Arms stretched out wide

Worries subside, here for the ride

The gushing wind

Between my fingers, in my hair

As long as I want it to

Until I'm ready

Set me down gently

I'm walking again

Lately life has been crazy

The world's movin' on

And I've got to be strong on my own

Still I know that you'll guide me

Gonna let it all go

I don't care if my weaknesses show

Teman Sejati....

Verse 1:

Setiap kali aku menoleh ke belakang

Mencari-cari titik punca keretakan

Ku sedari tak wajar dipersalahkan

Dirimu yang kian ketandusan perasaan

Pre-Chorus:

Sesungguhnya yang tersilap diriku sendiri

Menaruh harapan padamu terlalu tinggi

Sangkaku orang memberi kita berbahasa

Tak terlintas susu disaji dibalas tuba

Chorus:

Setiap pengorbanan, setiap pemberian

Ku lakukan untukmu penuh ketulusan

Tiada yang diharap selain kejujuran

Bila diri dikhianati sungguh aku terkilan

Verse 2:

Sememangnya bukan engkau bukan dia

Penilaianku dulu dikelabui mata

Namun ku temui hikmah di sebalik trajedi

Teman sejatiku hanyalah Dia yang abadi

Some are true, some are not...

What Brenda Cher Means

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous. You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things. Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Happy Birthday my dearest friend!!

Okies, another birthday. Hahaha, so many peoples birthday. Lol.....this time its a guy friend of mine, a really good one. Too much to describe about him. Just a short post will do, hahaha, very lazy to type a long one. He's awesome too. Very caring and gentlemen. Can always make you laugh. Hmm, what else??? A football lover/player, loves God and his friends!! =D

The wonderful and always cheerful

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Mr. Isaac Thong!!

The acting-like-a-kid smile!! =D Haha

Happy Blessed Birthday my dear friend. Thanks for being a good and caring friend to me. And always being a gentlemen. May God bless you always. Have a great year ahead and continue to shine for Him. Take care and keep being that cheerful and always smiling Isaac Thong. Hugz and muaxx.....love ya!! (",)

(p/s: hope you wont mind me putting this pic up.XD)

Me & Isaac....like bro and sisXD

One is my blood-related bro, one is my bro-in-Christ.....cheers!!

Updates....

Haih.....very lazy to update la. Got lotsa stuff to blog about but then again, I dont feel like blogging. Anyways, just some stuff that happened lately. My church, DUMC, started the programme called Youth Alpha. Its pretty good and really interesting. You get to discuss with your cell members(we have it in our individual cell) about the questions asked and the topics and exchange different ideas and opinions. Its a 10 week thing, so yea. On the 11th, went to school then chapel. After school, chatted with some of them, listen to music then Abby's mum dropped me and my bro at Tesco coz my mum was there and then we shopped for awhile til about 5 something. At about 6, went to Curve to have dinner coz really hungry. But before we went for dinner, my bro joined this Fitness First Physical Challenge thingy, while he was doing the exercise and all, we met Grace Tham, said hi then she went home, then met Tammy and Lydia, then the rest of them, Michelle, Jaclyn, other Jacqueline, Tracy and the other girl, I dont know her name. We all cheered for my bro and after that they announced the winner and my bro won the so-called grand prize. Yea, then only we went for dinner. We had our dinner at Vivo's. After dinner we shop around then at about 10 plus, we chao and went to Damansara Perdana, met up with my dad and his friends at Friendster Cafe, sat for awhile then went back home. Quite a tiring day though....On the 12th, went to church, had the Youth Alpha thingy, got shocked coz our cg room was nicely decorated and other cgs' rooms were also nicely decorated. It made us felt like we're at home. So comfy, and we had some food too and pillows....hahaha, it was awesome. After CG, hang out for awhile then celebration, left at 6, went to pack McD for dinner then my dad drop me & my bro at Shab's hse coz we were going for planetshakers at FGA KL. Waited for Isaac to come then went and pick Sherlyn from school and headed off to FGA KL. It was really packed. Met Kelvin, Beepz, Paul Lyn, Paul Mae, Melissa Yeap and Dawn there. Not to say its not enjoyable like all the other PS concerts I've been but it was still ok. It ended at about 10.15, then met my really good old friend, Sarah. Mun Yee was there too, went home at about 10.35. Reached home at about 11. Yea, thats all. On the 13th, woke up at 8.30, was still sleepy though coz I slept at about 3 the night before. Dont know why I slept so late. Left the hse at about 9.40, went to pick my mum's friends, 2 of them la, then went to Old Klang road to have breakfast/lunch. We had dim sum, really nice. We finished at about 11.30, after that went to Puchong side to visit my dad's friend's newly opened pet shop called Paws & Claws. The doggies were really cute and adorable. There's a Shih-Tzu there, a toy breed, Siberian Husky, man its pretty, with blue eyes, a mini poodle and a pekingnese(I dont know how you spell that). Stayed there for about 2hours plus, went to Kota Damansara where my ex-church was located. Had tea-time at Papa's Kopitiam. The toast bread and the hazelnut white coffee was really yummy....sat there for 2hours, sent my mum's friends home, went to digital mall to get a new laptop for me...=D Spent like few hours there man....finally got my new laptop....whee!! =D Well, its basically for my study, so yea....thats all....will post the pics up soon....tata~~(",)

Happy Birthday Again.....=D

Another birthday, actually its two....hahahaXD Well, this two peeps, are really really good friends of mine....wonderful inside and out, awesome, and most of all loves God and me!!^^ Here goes.....

~Jamie Ang~

Happy Blessed Birthday my dearest CG leader. Thanks for always making sure that I'm ok with everything and making sure that I come for CG. HeheXD (and sorry, sometimes I ponteng, but you still forgive me and tell me its ok, thanks)You're a really good leader. Funny, awesome, friendly, pretty, a great friend, a great daughter of the King, indescribable. Thanks for everything you've done for the CG and for all the "how are you doing?" sms-es. Hope to know you more and better. May God bless you in everything you do and may He continue to guide you, so that you can guide us too. Keep on rocking for Him. Love ya, take care and see you in church. Hugs and muaxx to you....(",)

(p/s: I dont have a pic with Jamie. =/)

~Wammy Tammy~

Happy Blessed Birthday my dearest friend. Thanks for being a great and caring friend to me. Though we dont hang out much, but you're still an awesome chicka and friend!! Funny, can be real crazy, loves God and her friends, pretty, indescribable, friendly, just plain awesome!! Hope I'll get to hang out with you guys more and get to know you better. May God bless you in everything you do, your health and family. Continue to use your awesome voice and serve Him. And may He continue to guide your paths. Have an awesome year ahead!! Love ya, take care and see you soon!! Hugs and muaxx to you.....(",)

Me and Tammy during Awards Night 07.....

Blogging and watching the show at the same time....

Okay....today's chapel was not bad....and Jinn Yee played the electric guitar!! How cool is that!!XD And Jess shared....I've always loved her to share to us coz she always have interesting stuffs to talk about and share it with us. Today's message was ermm, about David. And before that, we were separated into groups: whose name starts with A-F, and so on....then Jess kinda caught Ms Cath not in any of the groups, (was just some entertainment la actually) so she was asked to do the "chicken dance", then Ms Cath caught Dawn, Emily and Calvin Ng taking video with their handphones, which mean they took their handphones from the "handphone box". So they too, were called out to do the "chicken dance" together.....hahaha, it was so funny.....All of them did, except Emily, she just stood there, so she was called again to do it, but refused to, so when asked who wants to replace her, WeeYen did something and got spotted, so he was called out to do the dance. Everyone laughed when he did it, it was so funny la....hahaha, Jess said: "Shake your booty!!" And he did....hahaha, overall the chapel was good, had some entertainment and all....yeaps, and the message was really good. After chapel, Gwen came over, we chatted then my parents came and pick us and we headed to Genting for the Genting International Jazz Festival. We reached there around 6 plus, quickly check-in and load the luggage and all coz the Jazz Fest starts at 7pm and we still have to go and collect the tickets. It was awesome.....Fyi, I'm now in the International Showroom blogging and watching the bands play at the same time. I didnt know there was internet in here until my bro went online. Hahaha, so cool....okay thats all, wanna enjoy the show....tata~~(",)

Happy Birthday To YOU......

Okay....lets see, someone's birthday today....wanna blog about this wonderful friend of mine.....she's swesome, prettaayy, and not to mention, she loves God alot. She loves me too^^ She has a really sweet character....very obedient.....very nice and caring, a really good friend....and she can be crazy sometimes....hahaha^^*sshhh*what else?? Hmmm, have to really think alot....oh ya, this person went to GY Camp too, and was in my team....a very good helper....oh wait, she was in the same team as me twice...how cool is that....one was in worship retreat and one is GY Camp....hahaha....there's too much to describe actually....heheXD

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The always cheerful and smiling Ms Jern-Lyn....on the way to GY Camp, Cameron....
(Ignore my bro)

Ms Jern-Lyn!!! Happy Birthday!! Thanks for being a really good and caring friend to me. I really appreciate the friendship that we have. May God bless ya lots and may He continue to guide you in whatever you do and you'll have a really good future.^^Continue to trust in Him and shine for Him. Love ya lots!! Take care and hope to see you soon, miss you so much. Hugs and muaxx to you.(",)