Dedication...

I dedicate this song to all my friends. Remember you're never alone. And I also want to dedicate it to my family. And today is actually my parents' anniversary. So yea, love you guys. Hope that you all would never give up no matter what happens. Love ya'll(",)God loves ya'll too.^^ Have a great day. This song is very nice. I remember I cried when I first listen to this song. I guess it was the wrong time to listen to this song that time, thats why I cried. Lol...okay, enjoy!! XD

Never Alone

This song is together with the last post below"Should I or should I not??

Should I or should I not??

Should I or should I not?? What does this phrase reminds you of?? Hmm, it could be anything....well, for me its about quite alot of things, like school. Should I do homeschooling or should I not?? This question has been bothering me since the holidays started. Its really not nice to have that kind of feeling and plus, I dont think it would make any difference whether or not if I leave school. This holiday sucks alot....I just hope there'll be a place where I can be free and not worry about anything or anybody. Just me....Sometimes life is what you want, sometimes its not. But when things start to change, you'll be questioning yourself why? Or even question God about it. What does life means to you?? There're many things in life, like your friends, family, school, studies, etc. All these things make a big impact in your life whether you like it or not, or you want it or not. Friends come and go, they'll be good to you, then betray you, then comes new friends, and the same thing happens. The cycle continues on until someone, that someone who would really stand up and stop all this nonsense from happening again and again. Because its not worth it. It not only involves you, or your friend/friends, but it'll affect other people too. Why not try putting yourself in situations like these, and think for yourself. Would you be happy for what had happen? To you or your friend?? No. No one will like it because it hurts so much, but you will actually go and do it, just because someone did that to you or you dont want to get hurt, or rather some people take it as a trend now that everyone is doing it. You guys are being idiots. Being used by people when you dont even realise a thing that has happen to you or your friends. Wouldnt it be much better if we all can get along, be happy, laugh together, do things together, have parties together, etc. That kind of life is so much better. You all say you want it, but you're not even doing what you're suppose to do. You just go around hurting people and doing stuff which, in return, will hurt you too. Think for yourself. Arent you foolish for doing all this when you want a better life where you and your friends are so happy together?? If you think that some friends are not worth to be with, leave them alone. Go find other better friends. To find a true friend its not easy. It requires alot of pain and hurts and tears. And you have to go through obstacles to realise that, that person is your true friend. Most people will say, "Oh, she/he is my best friend. My bestest bestest best friend. We'll be together forever." Does that sound familiar to you?? It does, because almost everyone is saying that. You can never call anybody your best friend. What does a best friend mean to you?? It means that they'll support you no matter what, comfort you when you're hurt or stay with you when you need a shoulder to cry on. A best friend is someone who accepts your everything. The bad and good side of you. He/She doesnt talks bad about you behind your back or calls you names or leaves you when something had happen. A best friend is someone who stands up for you and gives you good advices. And they can keep your secrets. They wont go and tell other people what you've told them. They smile with you, laugh with you, cry with you, etc. And they'll never make you feel that you're alone. They always think for others, before they think for themselves. No matter how close you are to someone, and you think that they're your best friends, wait till that one day, that one day when they betray you and ask you to get lost!! Then only you'll feel it, if not, you wont listen to the advice that the wise people give you. Do not judge. Be patient, and wait. God will send someone, someone whom you can really trust, someone whom you can tell stuff to, not worrying that they'll tell other people, someone who listens to you when you grumble. And when you realise that one person, then you'll know that you God has sent you a true friend, just like God sent His angels to protect you. You'll be crying from laughing too much, more than you cry from getting hurt. Everyone wants to find friends worth having, but first, you have to be one yourself. Then eventually you'll begin to realise that you'll get hurt less and you'll find that one true friend you've been wishing for. In the beginning, that one true Friend you have, is Jesus. Not until you find one on earth, Jesus will always be there for you, when you fall, or when you're hurt. He'll be the peace that guards your heart. And He'll tell you that you're never alone. Just remember one thing, no matter how hard life can be, or what your friends did to you, or say to you which you dont like, just remember that Jesus is always there for you, His love is around you. He'll never leave you, nor forsake you. He'll be by your side until the end time comes. Jesus has to face many more hurts than you. He has to face the whole world. Imagine that. You already cant take such a small thing, but imagine Jesus, He has to face the whole world, and your hurts and fears are just a small part of His. Be strong and courages, knowing that Jesus is with you, going through your hard times with you. Knowing that Jesus will make everything easy for you. Sometimes, this kinda things will also happen in your family, and you'll feel that why is your family like that, even your friends also like that. Like they dont understand you. They dont get what you're trying to tell them. You feel so lonely, so hurt deep down inside. But Jesus is there, His love is there for you, and tells you that you dont have to feel like that. Just let go everything to Him. He has already died for you on the Cross for your sins. Let go of everything thats not worth in your life. And take what Jesus has given to you. Its more worth having. Its worth while waiting for that very special angel that Jesus has given to you. You may not realise it, but its always there. You may have to wait, you may have to go through obstacles, but its worth while waiting. Because then you wont get hurt so many times thinking that is this the end?? You wont get betrayed. Believe in Jesus, because He knows whats best for you. Quit being a foolish person. Start loving and be that person whom you want your friends to be. And if they dont treat you good in return, its ok. That doesnt mean its the end. You may still have other friends, you still have Jesus. Just remember, you've already done what you're suppose to do, so just wait, and I know that God will sent you that special someone, someone whom you can call your true friend. No matter what happens in life, it happens for a reason. Think positive. Dont be stupid. If you're afraid of what might happen, pray and ask God to give you His peace, and knowing that He'll make everything go well. Dont let the devil win by making you afraid. If he wins, then there'll be a second time, third, and so forth. Be strong and always pray to God when you make new friends. Pray that they'll treat you good. And if you smell a rat, quickly pray to God, and ask Him to protect you from getting hurt, but if He wants you to learn something, then maybe you'll get hurt in the process. But its worth it isnt it?? You'll get a true friend if you wait patiently. Dont rush. So ask yourself this question. Should I wait for God to sent me that one true friend or should I not?? The consequences, you should know that very well yourself. If you think that you cant wait, its up to you. You'll have to bear the consequences. In this world, many things can happen. Whether happy or sad, all can happen. God is trying to tell you something, but you wont listen, you just rush and rush all the time and when things start to go the wrong way, you'll keep questioning God and yourself. Nobody can stop you from doing things you want. God gave us a choice, a free will, to choose. Its all up to you to decide. So, shoud I or should I not?? I have alot to say, but in the end, its all up to your experiences to teach you a lesson. You'll never know until you felt it. You may say that it wont happen, but not until it happens to you, then only you regret. Dont regret. Make a wise choice. Always pray to God and ask Him, to help you make wise decisions. Dont fall into the trap. You can avoid it, but some of you choose to fall. So its all up to you.

Verse 1:

May the angels protect you

Trouble neglect you

And heaven accept you when its time to go home

May you always have plenty

Your glass never empty

Know in your belly, you're never alone

Verse 2:

May your tears come from laughing

You find friends worth having

With every year passing

They mean more than gold

May you win but stay humble

Smile more than grumble

And know when you stumble

You're never alone

Chorus:

Never alone, never alone

I'll be in every beat of your heart

When you face the unknown

Wherever you fly, this isnt goodbye

My love will follow you stay with you

Baby you're never alone

Verse 3:

Well, I have to be honest

As much as I wanted

I'm not gonna promise that the cold winds wont blow

So when hard times have found you

And your fears surround you

Wrap my love around you, you're never alone

Verse 4:

May the angels protect you

Trouble neglect you

And heaven accept you when its time to go home

And when hard times have found you

And your fears surround you

Wrap my love around you

You're never alone

Ending:

My love will follow you stay with you

Baby you're never alone

The big group photo of everyone at camp...





Me & Dawn.....(we just arrived at Grace PJ)






The dont know what to say pic^^(p/s: dont scold me for putting this up. its just a pic)






Merry Christmas And A Happy new Year from dunkin Doughnuts(not kampung bikini doughnuts, haha)






Tammy & Me....







Fong Hei & Me....(a bit blur)







Hosanna & Me...she's awesome^^








Me & Jon Chandra, also my GA and widely known as Perky^^

Me & Li Shean...

Soph, Bern, Dawn, Me

Me & Emmanuel...weird looking pic

Sam Ong and Me....

Jess and Me....

Me & Gracie....

Me and my dorm mate, Anusha....

Me and my dorm mate, Abby

Me and my dorm mate, forgot her name...(so sorry)

Me and my dorm mate, also forgot her name(sorry)

Me and my two dorm mates...

Me and Clarice....

Me and Natalie...

Me and Hannah, my dorm leader...

Tiger Court or Food court....Judge Benny

Praying time before we go....

My group name tag-KFC(got both feathers)

My name tag(got only one feather, the other one came out)

Blurry pic....

Dont what to say...

The criminals...

All the committees who made this camp happened

The nominees for best new male camper...

The nominees for best new female camper

Best new female campers....

Best female campers....

Ta Yong and Me(he's in my group)

Me and Jon(he's from bling bling land)

Me and Zoe(she's from Promassaland, same as Kelvin)

Zlwin aka Mr.Pinko and Me(my new friend)

Kelvin and Me...

Me and the one and only Soph(caught her stealing Zoe's cup noodle, haha...thats why its the one and only Soph)

Me and Soph(cool pic coz its dark)

Me and Shu Way...he was too hungry I guess, haha

Sherlyn, Sherrene, and Me...they're both my awesome friend

Kampung Bikini Doughnuts.....

Neethu, Alicia, Ai Theeng...after lunch on the 1st day

Me and Grace...

Caught them sleeping...

She can read all the way to cameron...i'm impressed

The cool fella....

Another cool fella....

I'm hungry ma....

Haha....nice pic(hope she wont kill me)

Thats all....haiz...so tired for posting all this up....actually still got a few, but not with me....enjoy!!(",)